life is a flower

holllaa.
i've just read back over my past posts and they are pretty lame to say the least.
i haven't written for so long too.
lots of things have happened.
i went to japan for my summer holidays which was pretty good when i look back on it, although my sister was being a bit of a prick at the time.
i went to leeds festival which was a buzzfords.
now i'm starting my third year of college.
there's a couple of people from my year still there which is alright and there's a few people doing art foundation but to be honest i really hate college. the new lowers and the old lowers really annoy me. when i go for a cig in the quad there's just this overly loud, noisy, fuzz milling about. i just wanna have a fag in peace man!
i hope this will make me study hard so that i can actually get out of that place for good.
it will happen.
some people have moved away to uni and it is well gutting.
i really miss chris nieri. he's got himself a girlfriend bless him. he's well such a good person and although he's all the way darn sarf he's been making me feel better about things.
i can't afford to go and see him though : (
kay's gone too, to liverpool, although she seems to be back in manchester at the weekends.
i well miss her too! haha
i guess it's hard when you see them about and then not having that chance anymore.
i've booked a holiday with my friends to go to lanzerote in 8 weeks for christmas! i was thinking oh dear... lanzerote... but it's right coz it'll be warm and i'll be with my friends.
currently partnerless but it's alright. i don't feel the need to go out and pull all the time to have a good night.
i saw ste the other night while i was out. in fact, he came up to me but what a loser. i don't know why i wrote so much about him haha.
another ex to be forgotten about i recks.
i thought i found a good apple, eddie, but i'm doubtful. fit as fuck but one of those who you have to be at the same level of fitness for a chance at a relationship i reckon. that really annoys me. but ah well. we decided to be friends but i don't know if that's gonna happen to be honest especially when we're both drunk. i don't know what to do. i'm probably gonna get hurt.
safe well anyway, i've got fag rolling to do and bastard essays to write.
peaces.

ace of base are cool.